In the closet

RIP

2010-03-26T10:16:00.002+08:00

I have been following this blog for the longest time ever...

http://pedaldamnit.blogspot.com/

But due to the inconsideration of some driver, he have left a legacy behind...

To Benjamin Mok Chee Kong : Your adventures have brought me to places I have never been... RIP...

Cutetalised Buiness - Man, the japanese are really...

2008-05-12T14:52:00.001+08:00

Lamest S^%$ I ever seen!!!

2008-05-12T14:45:00.001+08:00

Celebrity Look A Like

2008-04-22T16:11:00.000+08:00

3 in 1 supermix - NTU edition

2008-03-28T04:39:00.001+08:00

2008-03-22T23:59:00.003+08:00

Just chanced upon this msg from my fren's blog. Pretty interesting...
To sum it up: Think positive, otherwise you will think negative...

God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No.. Who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don’t know. But I can’t find free time. Life has become hectic. It’s rush hour all the time.

God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can’t figure out. By the way, I was notexpecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit.That’s why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don’t suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can’t we be free from problems?
God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don’t know where we are heading..
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing your road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, ‘why me?’ When they prosper, they never ask ‘Why me’. Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can’t get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not merely a process of discovery but a process of co-creation. You are my co-creator.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don’t believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve.Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. ‘Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!

Indian Explained

2008-03-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

DoTheTest

2008-03-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

my favourite sone....

2007-11-02T10:40:00.001+08:00

Technical Support

2007-05-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Troubled User:

This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING !!!
It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 and to return to Girlfriend 7.0 . It is impossible to uninstall, or purge the program files from the system once installed. You cannot go back to Girlfriend 7.0 because Wife 1.0 is designed to not allow this. Look in your Wife 1.0 manual under Warnings-Alimony/ Child Support .
I recommend that you keep Wife 1.0 and work on improving the situation. I suggest installing the background application “Yes Dear” to alleviate software augmentation. The best course of action is to enter the command C:APOLOGIZE! because ultimately you will have to give the APOLOGIZE command before the system will return to normal anyway. Wife 1.0 is a great program, but it tends to be very high maintenance .
Wife 1.0 comes with several support programs, such as Clean and Sweep 3.0 , Cook It 1.5 and Do Bills 4.2 . However, be very careful how you use these programs. Improper use will cause the system to launch the program Nag Nag 9.5 .
Once this happens, the only way to improve the performance of Wife 1.0 is to purchase additional software. I recommend Flowers 2.1 and Diamonds 5.0 !
WARNING!!! DO NOT, under any circumstances, install Secretary With Short Skirt 3.3 . This application is not supported by Wife 1.0 and will cause irreversible damage to the operating system!

Best of luck,Tech Support

Gay Church...

2007-04-19T11:04:00.000+08:00

I didn't believe myself when I chanced into a gay church's website. I have often heard about gay churches in other countries... but to find one in s'pore.....

In the first place, let me declare that I have nothing against gays.... I honestly subscribe to "love the sinner hate the sin" policy... In the first place, God made Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve... SO you get my drift? In the begining it is not meant for the world to be like dat...

I have no problem if a church sets up a support group to help them overcome the blemish, but to help "reconcile their sexuality with their faith " as seen in safehaven... this is too much...

*sigh* what is this world coming to...

So this really do look like me....

2007-03-30T11:03:00.001+08:00

Do I really need a computer to tell me who I am?
But this seems rather true to a certain extent.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

You are always alert and keenly observant. You are not truly satisfied with your everyday status and you are seeking fresh avenues which can give you the opportunity to prove your worth. You feel that there are still many barriers that stand between you and recognition - but one by one you will overcome them. Your tenacity is your one good point - like an English Bulldog, once you take the bite, you will seldom let go.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.

At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

openSUSE... arrgh!!

2007-03-22T01:29:00.000+08:00

I have been trying to get openSUSE to run on my "new" laptop, but it seems not to be able to run the Xserver, thus the GUI interface cannot run... Any expert linux users out there?

Meaning of Names...

2007-03-08T16:20:00.000+08:00

The name origin and meaning of Gavin

Name: Gavin
Gender: (Male)
Origin: Welsh
Meaning: White hawk

The name origin and meaning of Vanessa

Name: Vanessa
Gender: (Female)
Origin: Greek
Meaning: A butterfly

Heh... we are flying animals....

1st page in google...

2007-02-28T17:28:00.000+08:00

I found out my blog is on the first page of google search!! Haha...

At position number 2...

2007-02-27T11:46:00.000+08:00

Someone complained that position number 2 car cannot see properly...

so here is one NICER one... (hard to find one that is so stock looking siah)

Finally, all have arrived!!!

2007-02-26T17:15:00.000+08:00

The Last Car!!

Mercedes CLK DTM

Last 2 more cars...

2007-02-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

Another 2 more... 1 more to go:

Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution 5

Audi A6 C6 4.2 Quattro

...with ABT bumpers and side skirt

Heh heh... one more to go to compile my top 20...

Last 4th car...

2007-02-26T15:54:00.000+08:00

Another 1, 3 more to go.

Mercedes W126 LWB

um... TOP 10 cars... review

2007-02-26T14:28:00.000+08:00

As soon as I have posted the top 10 all time favourite cars of mine, I realise that there are another 5 more cars that can contend in the top 10. Maybe it should have been top 15, so in no particular order, the other 5 cars:

FD RX7 Spirit R - Spirit A

...must be in white

Koenigsegg CCX

...must be in orange

BMW 325i E30

...must be in white

Dodge Ram SRT-10

Ferrari 360 Challenge Stradale

oh yar... as I am finishing this.. another car poped out:

Bentley Continental GT

...must be in silver

Let me think of another 4 to make up top 20.. stay tuned mun!!

My Top 10 cars...

2007-02-26T12:02:00.000+08:00

Starting from position no. 10, Subaru Forester STI, SG9

...must add an STI lower lip at the front

9th, Ferrari 308 GTB

8th, Lamborghini Murcielago

...must be in orange and with e-gear

7th, Morris Mini Cooper

...with a 1.3 litre Rover engine

6th, TVR Cerbera

...must be in yellow

5th, Lotus Exige Series 1

4th, Ferrari 246 Dino

3rd, Volkswagen EOS in 2.0T FSI trim

...must be in black

2nd, Subaru Impreza WRX STI S22b

And at pole position, my all time favourite:

Honda Civic EG6

...with EK9 Type R front lip

That's all folks hope you enjoyed it!

I feel dead...

2007-02-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

I feel dead, it doesn't matter anymore how I feel. I don't know what is the next step to take. Do you think that that is the only way out? Why must you wait till so long before reacting like this? I feel unjustified, unloved. I put in my best, I gave it my all. I sacrifice my best. I gave my first and last. I don't know if I can do it all over again. I just feel so dead, so dead... if death have a feeling, this must be it. the end of a dream, the end of a road. U-turns hurts, standing still is not an option, move on... how to? God I leave it all in your hands. goodbye the love that sour.

Back from a ROADTRIP!!

2007-01-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

Will post an update about it...
meanwhile... Enjoy!!

P.M.S.

2006-12-01T02:01:00.000+08:00

So this is what am I??

2006-12-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

the last leg...

2006-11-30T10:23:00.001+08:00

this exams seems so tiring....
am on my last leg now...
GGJY

Back...

2006-04-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I penned (or rather, typed) my innermost thoughts. Its once again exam time, and it seems that I cannot get the momentum going... Its kinda freaking me out that I am not doing anything really solid yet... *sigh* I hope I can make myself focus tomorrow... I aim to at least complete my economics by tomorrow.

From now on, this blog might take on a new direction... *I guess* I will begin to add my prayers here....

God: If you happen to hear me. or even chance upon this website, (which I know you already know) help me to focus tomorrow. I've got uncompleted things right now; give me the wisdom and understanding to complete them. God please be with me, I need you... I am like a ship w/o a rudder... be my rudder, steer my life. God bring me back to you and your love and I want to love you all over agin. Keep me in your arms and bring me through....

reflections: Even as I am typing this, I suddenly realised that one's life is liken to a ship. You can put in a lot of effort to make the ship move and you will go all over the place without a rudder, but yet on the other hand if you got the rudder but you don't put in a single bit of effort, you will still get nowhere. (ie, the ship will not move) That's why I finally understand why God will reward the consistent, hardworking and faithful worker... I want to be one consistent, hardworking and faithful worker... God instill it in me and help me grow... Thank you Jehovah.

Door closing... Door closing ti ti ti ti ti

2005-04-10T21:51:00.000+08:00

The smart alec who spoiled the door have fixed it back!!! yeppie!!

2005-04-10T18:41:00.000+08:00

Dun mess wif this if you see this on the road. It is definately not a WRX wannabe (ie, TS dressed up as a WRX) it is definately a WRX eater... THIS is what i call a TRUE SLEEPER.....

Exams..... aarrrgh

2005-04-10T15:59:00.000+08:00

I am so stressed out by this exam thingy.... everyone is having some kinda expectations from me.... well i guess it's good but not when some idiot decided to spur you on by using negative means... ie.. my moma... "You sure fail one if you continue like dat" + other untypable expletives..(mainly because it is in another language..)

It is really during such occassion like this that causes loving my moma so difficult... in a fit of anger, i slammed the door... guess what, now it is permanantly uncloseable... that means... no more personal space!! my moma have this damn bad habbit of openning doors without knocking. "So long as you live under my roof..." ==> this is what she will say to warrent herself the right to search, kapo, dig... and the whole works around my stuff.... so much for independence..... *sigh* Why can't she for once understand... I AM NO MORE A moma's BOY.... i am a MAN wif 2 testicles ready to make babies...

um.... well done... door spoil, pissed off... how can one study in such condition?? God, i leave this to you... Today got to be different...

prayer time: "God i lift my emotions up to You. Even as i decide and want to concentrate, God, grant me a peace of mind, as well as the ability to comprehend and analysis my study materials. Let not all earthly distractions distract me, especially when it is regarding my mother. Give me the capacity to love her more each day, dispite her shortcomings, and i pray that she will understand too that by doing what she does, it is not helping me at all. Heavenly Father i thank you for what you have done in my life, and i thank you for the things that are going to happen in my life. I believe that the vision you have for me is bigger than what i can ever imagine. God help me to grow and expand myself so that i can be a vessel in your Kingdom. With this i pray, Amen."

2005-04-10T15:44:00.000+08:00

Guess which is my car ??...

DAY 1

2005-04-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

Time : 1440
Day : 10 April 2005

its time to do it.....